So, if you follow me on Twitter, you may have noticed a couple upset messages from me, that maybe i shouldn't have even brought up to the public. BUT, being that Twitter is a place for anything to be expressed at the moment of time, i choose to let out my frustrations. I'm just like any other human who has feelings and would like to express them instead of holding them in. It's the healthy thing to do right? So, here goes the situation:
My friends ear has been told to keep an eye out for me, that im using them... basically making me look bad! Now, i've dealt with haters before but this is beyond hate to me. This is getting personal. This is on some 'im going to make DYNO look bad so i can look like the good guy and steal his friend' shit. For those that know me personally or have met me, you guys know whats up. I'm nothing like explained so when i heard this i was really caught off guard. It really upsets me to know someone would spread a lie like that. I can understand if you don't like my art, i can't please everyones eyes, but to talk about my personality and image is a whole different story. I just don't get it...
This is exactly why i stand by my saying of 'Art and Homies > Business'. I'm doing what i do because i love it. I'm not an artist because im in to make money. I've been an artist since i was young. It's my love an passion. The only difference between doing it when i was younger and doing it now, is that now my goal is to make a living off it. I never saw it that way before. But ever since i've been taking my art a lot more seriously and getting noticed comes the hate. The people who want to bring me down because that's what they think would bring them up a level. The people who want to use you but talk behind your back. I do believe that is the case here. I know it is someone who i spend time with, who i worked with before, and that's what's (excuse my language) fucked up! I just don't get it. I've been working hard getting my art out and known to people . This is my life! I quit my last job over a year ago and this is what i have to deal with in order to succeed.
I'm really starting to think twice about the people i work with. I've come across some sketchy people and i just don't want to deal with them anymore. I'm thinking about cutting back on events for the rest of this year and just working closely with people i truly believe in and trust. I don't want to deal with fakes or liars. I don't care if you are mad talented at what you do or if you are the richest person in the world, if you are an asshole, forget you. i'm not dealing with it.
I appreciate everyone who talked to me concerning this problem. I got your back like you got mine.
I hope this ass who's spreading this lie would man up and talk to me. I'm all about making peace but if you don't approach me about it, stay a coward i guess.